THERES GOING TO BE AN ADELIADE ZOMBIE WALK!!!! MAY 26TH! Rymill Park, East Terrace (top of Grenfell Street), in and amoungst the trees, at 5:00pm.
oh the AWESOMENESS!!!!!
i am SO THERE!!
nnnaaarrrggghhhh... braaaaiiiiiiiiinnnnnnnsss....


in other news, ive moved into my new house.
well, two weeks ago. :P
i have yet to have internet connected, so updates are sporadic at best, and probably will continue so untill i get off my ass/get some money together/call people and do organizing stuff.
at first i was really scared of living by myself. its not so bad.
well, it was last night. and the night before was worse. i had a breakdown and ended up in bed crying for half the night as opposed to writing the essay that was due a week ago. but its all good. or something.
im not so used to it yet. the emptyness still scares me; theres nowhere to hide. theres strange noises and ghostly shadows. theres paranoid fears behind every closed door that somehow some psychomurderer has somehow snuck into my house and is just wiating for me to open the door with a knife ((thanks mum, for terrorising me as a kid. who needs a normal anxiety-free life anyway?)). theres just me and my crazy mind, and all they have to talk to is eachother. im becoming stranger and stranger the more im away from people. mhairi came over sunday and i practically exploded weirdness at her, all the shit thats been running around in my head with no outlet. it was quite bizzare for an hour or two, but eventually subsided. sorry if i scared you dude. :P

on the bright side, i did finish the essay today, image index, biliography, email transcripts and all. now i just have to find the ladys email and send it away away where the glass gnomes play. its a good feeling to be doing SOMETHING. its the first assignment out of three ((and one practical assessment, but i did that)) that ive handed up, and theres another due monday, and another due in a week or so i think. at least im not going to fail glass. thats one subject.
on the less bright side, if i fail more than one subject i cant go on exchange, so i need to buckle down. ((its just hard when theres no motivation inside. when youre sitting alone in an empty house amongst dust and old photos, all you can see is the pointlessness.))
im starting to paint a bit again though ((in front of the TV, which i never watched before i had noone to talk to. i refuse to subject myself to commercail stations though. i think big borther would send me on a killing spree. SBS, however, rocks my fucking world.)), which is good.

also in other news..
IM GOING TO MELBOURNE TO SEE NINE INCH NAILS IN LESS THAN TWO WEEKS
hell fucking yes omg its going to be great!!!
im heaps excited. ive only been to melbourne once beorfre, and that was when i was twelve, and imprisoned under my father and my basketball teams ever present peer pressure. gaaaaaaak. this time, im fancy free, and its going to be amazing. something totally different. shake up my world. fuck yes; god knows i need it.

um.......
what else?
oh yes, i left my phone in my mums car this morning ((after leaving it at the fish and chip shop the other day. can we say dumbass?)) and havent had it on me all day, so thats why if you sent me a msg i havent replied. sorry. i wont get it till i get home. which is i dont know when.
again with the being alone too much=whats time and space and reality? nah, none of that exists ladidaidda. etc etc. INSANE IN THE MEMBRANE!!!!

What do we want?

Brains!!!

When do we want them?

Brains!!!



heheheheheheh zombies.