just a pass.
since when did i go from straight distinction student to a fucking P1????
since i fucking lost you, and fucking everything i could hold onto, thats fucking when.
reduced to nothing. i have nothing left.
please tell me its not about the grade you achieve, how you incomptance appears in the eyes of others.
tell me its about the fun you had making it, the lessons you learned and what to do better next time, all that bullshit stuff. cause they sure as hell dont.
maybe im better off just becoming a drone like all the rest.
get up. go to work. go home. sleep. untill i die, empty and unfulfilled.
fuck knows i got no spark left anyway.
fail fail fail fail fail.
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And I'm not just saying that. Ten years from now, you'll be hard pressed to find a single living person who gives a shit about what your grade was. They will judge you entirely by your skill, and skill is something that is learned from practice and mistakes.
Closing thought for the day: Putting your happiness and/or success into someone else's hands gives them an awful lot of power over you.
having said that, as long as you passed its all good yeah? and i know for a fact you had heaps of fun doing the class.
i dont think youve lost youur spark either. you just have to learn to focus without relying on others. your very strong spirited. i know it and others know it. so trust in yourself and keep your chin up. things always get better :)